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Thu, 23 May 2013 08:06:49 -0400

Whatever shit feeling I’m experiencing right now isn’t from anyone but from myself. Being...

Tue, 21 May 2013 09:54:32 -0400

Whatever shit feeling I’m experiencing right now isn’t from anyone but from myself. Being rebellious, or at least trying to rebellious, I want very much to do something unexpected that will turn out amazingly awesome and make my parents proud but I don’t know what that might be. And I shouldn’t have to work way too hard because then they’ll see and suggest that I follow their path which won’t require me to work as hard and I can be equally amazing. I don’t know what I’m trying to do, to prove myself right or prove them wrong but I do know I’m very lost and confused right now.

Whoever thinks that being the youngest at home is most trouble-free might want to switch places with me? On the surface it may seem like that, but underneath it all you give yourself tremendous pressure to measure up to your siblings, especially if they had done exceptionally well, be it academically, socially or financially. Or maybe it’s just me, my competitive nature and inferior complexity…

But thank you for your endless giving and selfless loving. I am so fortunate to be your daughter. You might not be able to give me the best but you give me the best that you have/can. Blessed, indeed.

Sigh give me a lil while to rant I promise to be fine after. I think my parents are (secretly)...

Mon, 20 May 2013 00:44:49 -0400

Sigh give me a lil while to rant I promise to be fine after. I think my parents are (secretly) really really disappointed that I ended up in a private uni because every single time when people ask she tries to explain that I have been doing really well until A levels. Then now that I have to repeat mods its like I’m giving up on myself already but they probably still think I’m the smart old girl I was. I kinda regret staying in SG for someone who wasn’t going to stay with me but life shouldn’t be this way.

discovers: asdfghjkl

Thu, 16 May 2013 05:25:58 -0400

discovers:

asdfghjkl

December is darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won’t make anything right

Thu, 16 May 2013 02:41:08 -0400

December is darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won’t make anything right

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Wed, 15 May 2013 11:43:21 -0400

forthosewhocravefashion: Doutzen Kroes

Wed, 15 May 2013 10:34:30 -0400

forthosewhocravefashion:

Doutzen Kroes

Been evaluating a lot of choices that I’ve made up till today - especially recent ones. To be...

Sun, 12 May 2013 03:47:00 -0400

Been evaluating a lot of choices that I’ve made up till today - especially recent ones. To be honest I don’t feel too happy about some things and I’m wondering if it’s just a “in-transition” phase or it’s the way it has to be. It’s a resignation to this that makes me feel very unmotivated and disengaged - but hopefully it will pass soon.

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Sun, 12 May 2013 01:52:01 -0400

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Sun, 12 May 2013 01:15:18 -0400

"You're living your dream. Not many people can say that. "

Wed, 08 May 2013 01:04:50 -0400

When was the last time I had a conversation not laced with gossips alcohol party getting high making out sex scandalous and frivoulous details?

I feel so stupid and everyone just needs to shut the fuck up.

And not a single fuck was given (sorry idk why tumblr keeps...

Sat, 04 May 2013 17:05:12 -0400

And not a single fuck was given (sorry idk why tumblr keeps flipping my photo even tho I held the camera upright but I guess im the only one here anw hahaha)

The days when all we did was #filter

Sat, 04 May 2013 16:58:08 -0400

The days when all we did was #filter

#flashback how I looked like after removing 4 wisdom tooth....

Sat, 04 May 2013 16:51:58 -0400

#flashback how I looked like after removing 4 wisdom tooth. Hahahahahahaha. And with a slight cockeye because I am pretty like that. Remember I took this photo because I was so high on laughing gas even when I woke up from the surgery. #lol (at Khoo Teck Puat Hospital (KTPH))

Take me out tonight Where there’s music and there’s people And they’re young and alive Driving in...

Fri, 12 Apr 2013 20:12:47 -0400

Take me out tonight
Where there’s music and there’s people
And they’re young and alive
Driving in your car I never never want to go home
Because I haven’t got one
Anymore

Take me out tonight
Because I want to see people and I
Want to see life
Driving in your car
Oh, please don’t drop me home
Because it’s not my home, it’s their
Home, and I’m welcome no more

And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine

Recently I had a friend ask me what I wanted out of a relationship, so I told him the truth. All the...

Thu, 11 Apr 2013 15:28:14 -0400

Recently I had a friend ask me what I wanted out of a relationship, so I told him the truth. All the usual things like friendship, support, loyalty, but also that I would like to be in love with the person. As in, I would like to think of them not as the best available option, but the one — of my deliberate choosing. Obvious, probably. To which:

Him: That seems like a lot to ask.

Me: To be in love with someone?

Him: Yeah. Like if you had to choose between being miserable alone and a little bit happy with someone you’re not in love with, isn’t it better to be just a little bit happy?

Is it?

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Mon, 08 Apr 2013 16:12:58 -0400

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Mon, 08 Apr 2013 16:12:45 -0400

Time does not really exist. It is merely a constraint we use in this reality. Along those lines,...

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 15:46:19 -0400

Time does not really exist. It is merely a constraint we use in this reality. Along those lines, Oslie reveals, different parallel universes co-exist with ours. She is able to intentionally travel to or communicate with people in those other realms. As quantum physics theorizes, we can be in multiple places at the same time, and Oslie believes we seamlessly shift in and out of different universes and timelines (by the choices we make), without even consciously realizing it.

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Sat, 30 Mar 2013 13:28:40 -0400